Finding Hope

Things are looking up! Praise the Lord! Sometimes you have to hit rock bottom before you can look up and see what God is doing. I know that God is in charge. After over 30 years of being fearful of prayers not being answered, my husband has finally found reason to have faith in prayer again. We are currently in the process of refinancing our house because we could use the lower monthly mortgage payment in part because it is expensive to care for Mercy and raise her to be the messenger of hope, peace, mercy, love and grace that God has called me to raise her to become. She is to be a vital instrument in my sharing the Gospel with others. While I have not been able to find mentors or people willing to work with me to raise Mercy thus far, I trust God to send me the right people in His timing. Back to the discussion of our refinance, we have been longing for the closing day liek Mercy longs for our attention. We applied back in November and were told we were to settle in February and thus be allowed to skip our March 1 mortgage payment. We are refinancing under the Making Home Affordable program. We have faithfully provided multiple copies of my paystubs. As of late February and early March, the refinance had not taken place. We had paid for other things that needed to be paid for with the money we normally would use to pay our mortgage. As of February 28th, there would be no skipped mortgage payment, and we were therefore required to pay for a mortgage payment that we did not have the money for. On March 1st, however, our state refund arrived just in the nick of time for the mortgage. Even more important and valuable than the mortgage being paid is the fact that my husband has renewed hope and faith in the future that he has not had in decades. Praise the Lord! I know that God will continue to faithfully provide. We have more prospects of improved and increased finances in the works. I know that God will come through! Hallelujah! I am believing for the best outcome in all things to come! I will continue to update you all about God’s faithfulness. We are now hoping to hear of a closing date for this month and a skipped April 1st payment. With this refianance, we will be saving 2 % of our current mortgage rate. I praise God, that he will bring our refinance to closing and send someone to help me raise Mercy to be an Animal Assisted Therapy dog and that God will provide for obedience training classes. God is good! I appreciate and and all prayers of agreement for God’s continued blessings!

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A less than ideal lifestyle and circumstances should not be used against you

Earlier on, I had lamented about not being where I belong. Then when Mercy had a few less than desirable adolescent behavior quirks, I lamented about my personal trainer giving up on me, saying that I didn’t deserve Mercy because of my having less than ideal circumstances, which includes having to commute 30 miles to work each day and being away from home for over 12 hours a day, therefore not enabling me to be at home an spend as much time with Mercy as I need to, to raise her to be the tool for God’s kingdom that I have been called to do. Since my husband is at home during the day, he is expected to take most of the responsibility for the dog. I am always hopeful that my husband, whom I have also discussed earlier, musters up the strength, encouragement and motivation to overcome his issues so he becomes more capable. It is a two way street. Others should be willing to get in the trewnches with you, going the extra mile and working with you on the areas where we are weak. My husband does the best that he can. He is attending a one on one bible study with a mentor at our church, who is helping him overcome his insecurities and to have a better relationship with God. Since my son has autism, which we only knew about as of November, my husband works his butt off caring for him every day. The dog trainer acknowledged this, however it was used against us. She was saying that since I need to work for most of the day and since my husband as a stay at home dad is occupied with Joshua, that Mercy’s needs are going unmet and that I therefore have to rehome her. Quite of number of folks would argue that we are not being fair to Mercy, not making her enough of a priority because of our lack of availability, and therefore would recommend that we would rehome her. However, when God calls someone, he doesn’t usually call someone who is already equipped or adequate for the purpose He has called them for. David had to stay in the field a bit longer tending sheep before he became king after being elected. I otherwise give Mercy excellent care and give her much more attention than my last dog. If anything, having a son with autism is more of a reason to have a dog in the home. I admit, that at this very moment that Mercy might not be benefitting my son, but Golden Retrievers are very trainable dogs. I just need more time with Mercy! I agree that people should consider whether they have the time, energy and resources to properly care for a dog before they get one. But, as I have explained throughout my blog, aquiring Mercy and training her to be a working dog for God’s kingdom is my calling. I might not have the ideal lifestyle right now, but I am trusting God to most graciously come through with an amazing miracle. I am not going to put God in a box and tell him how to help us. I am thankful that He has a plan to transfer us to the life He made us for, where we will be thriving and fulfilled. I am leaning on Him and focusing on Him, since there is really nothing else I can do conventually to improve my life. I have applied to other jobs, checked out alternative careers and the like. But God wants to do something for me that I have not even thought of. I can feel the winds shifting into my direction, with God using His miracle working power as only he can. I hope more and more people will partner me and team up with me and cooperate with God’s plan for me to use Mercy for AAT (Animal Assisted Therapy) for His kingdom. People need to read God’s Word and interpret His word for themselves instead of listening to bad advice from others. Yes, the majority of the burden of responsibility for caring for the dog must be on the owner, but when the owner wants the best for his/her dog and is not quite able to give the dog as much attention as desired, especially since the dog is an asset in his/her life then people should be willing to go the extra mile and help that person, filling in the gap between where they are and where they need to be, supporting them and working alongside them all the way instead of giving worldly conventional wisdom. I could really use some prayers of support. I need other people who will be in my corner working with me as well as praying for me, so that I can in turn help others with their callings. God’s plans may look strange to people who rely on worldly conventional wisdom, but if we are serious about what Chirst wants, we need to be on the same page as Him and not lean on our own understanding. I am willing to be wrong. I always ask God to have His will over mine. But after hours of praying and seeking God over the last year and a half and living a hollow life for the two years after my son was born I know that raising a dog for therapuetic ministry is what I am called to do. It’s where my heart is! The last few times I cried tears with heaving sobs, it was related to people being opposed to the notion of dogs giving people therapuetic solace. God uses the foolish things and weak people of this world to shame the wise. We are all to commune together as one in cooperation for God’s purposes despite our differences. Are you on God’s team?

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Who can stand against?

If God is for us, who dare be against us! God answered my prayers based on my last post, but not in the way that I thought he would. As I was driven to my knees, God spoke to me and told me that my personal trainer’s prediction of Mercy becomming an agressive dog was inaccurate at best. Who says you have to perform perfectly in order for things not to fall apart? I have a life purpose for the sake of God’s kingdom! I am going to follow my heart regardless of what anybody else says. Dogs were created for us, not us for dogs. Even though a dog’s needs are important, you should not have to be a perfect dog owner in order to have a have a dog. This especially applies to those God has called to use their dogs as an instrument of God’s grace and healing. Obviously my private dog trainer didn’t care enough about my passion or my calling or she would have come up with other options to ensure that nothing separates us. But with her telling me that keeping her would not be in Mercy’s best interest is a bunch of nonsense! I need Mercy in order for my talents and passion to be nurtured. I may not be at home as much as I would like to be as I have lamented in a previous post, but I am trusting God for more open doors of opportunities. Having Mercy empowers the core of my being like nothing else ever has. I need people to stand in agreement with me in order for God’s hand to be moved for in His word it says when 2 or 3 are gathered in His midst, He hears them. I know God will open the pathway into my life’s purpose even if no one else is on board with me or on my side. I will rise above other people’s negativity and embrace the truth of God and His call on my life. He does not call the equipped. He equips the called. Since I have been called into full time ministry with Mercy, I know God will equip me to use Mercy as an instrument of His mercy, peace, love and grace. God will indeed open the pathway to living my life’s purpose no matter what, for where there is a will, there is a way. Nobody dare oppose God’s ministry of mercy and healing. No one is going to stop me from making my dreams come true. Mercy Therapuetic Ministries is taking off!

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My ministry with Mercy is in jeopardy!

Earlier in this blog I mentioned how God miraclously got Mercy for me. Now I need another miracle for Mercy. As I have lamented in this blog that I am not where I belong and that my lifestyle is not ideal for giving Mercy as much training as I would like to prepare her for my ministry. I have already been praying to God for a miracle to provide abundantly for as long as I can remember so that I can pursue the dreams that God has put onto my heart. God does not put dreams on people’s hearts and then not enable people to make them come true. God doesn’t work that way.

Here is what is going on. We hired a professional trainer just because we were working on a few problems we were having with her as can be expected with any adolescent Golden. Because of my work hours the trainer concludes that we are not able to give Mercy what she needs and that I therefore need to rehome her. She was saying that we should have consulted with her first before we even got the dog and she would have said absolutely not. She is so pessimistic saying all of the bad things that will happen like Mercy becommng an aggressive dog and the need for her to be rehabbed. Gimme a break! She is having normal adolescent behaviors that just need to be worked on. I know she would do better if I was home with her for longer periods, but that’s why I need people to stand by me and support me with prayers and moral support. Having Mercy has changed my life. My depression has lifted dramatically and I have the motivation to takes steps to improve my life that I otherwise would not have. My son might have autism and need lots of attention, but that’s more of a reason to have this special dog not less of one. I know they will be best buddies. Having a dog is one of the best things you can do for children with autism. I am praying for a win win situation for everybody involved. I am in a dire situation, although I seriously don’t think things are as bad as she is making them out to be. She was even scoffing at me saying “How can you raise her to be a therapy dog if you cannot make the changes needed at home?” Needless to say I am firing this trainer. I have already asked around for second opinions. I need someone who will stand by me, support me, have my back, mentor me and help me and Mercy to get from where we are to where we need to be. I need people who are just as passionate about my vision and calling to be a peacemaker using Mercy as a symbol of the love, mercy and grace of Jesus Christ as I am, since it is what God wants. I need someone who will believe in me. Having a Golden Retriever especially one for the purpose of helping others should not be a joy that is out of reach for me or denied to me. God does not withhold good things from those who walk uprightly as promised in His word in Psalm 84:11. I need to be able to keep Mercy for the sake of my wellbing as well as for the sake of God’s Kingdom not to mention for the sake of my dog trainer’s salvation.

You can kind of say that the purpose of today’s blog is to appeal to my followers to help support me in this and offer alternative suggestions to the ones that this dog trainer is giving. I know it is not God’s will for me to get rid of Mercy. If it was, he would have never blessed me with the miracle mentioned earlier in the blog in the first place! God’s performed a miracle before. I know he can do it again.

It is time to really lean on God for greatest miracle yet! I can’t wait to share with you all later my awesome testimony! May God be glorified! I need your prayers that this does not become a broken dream. if I lose Mercy, a part of me will die. I need her for emotional support as well as for the purpose of giving comfort others who are hurting as well. I choose to stay positive and never give up or loose hope. That is the last thing I want to do.

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I define thriving differently than most of society

I cannot imagine a thriving life in which people are unhappy. There are so many rigid regimented beliefs out there, that are throwing the wrench into the way God meant for us to thrive. Yes, God is perfect. He is a Holy God of order, lawfulness and justice. This does not mean that children should not be heard for instance. This does not mean obeying certain standards or rules in order to be given access to the good life. Children should not be made to grow up too soon. This world needs a revolution and as God’s witness, I will do what I can to educate and influence the world to be a true place of peace, harmony and unity. Justice means different things to different people. It depends on what you define as right or wrong. Too many children are being told that they are wrong, bad and at fault when they are young, and then we wonder why kids are getting into trouble with premarital sex, drugs, disrespecting authority, gangs, crime etc. I can sure improve my parenting style too, but there are too many unhappy people not doing what God has called them to do. Jesus says that He came that we may have life and have it to the full according to John 10:10. Children should be given loving guidance as well as plenty of time to play and laugh. It is good for the relationships in the family as well.

The rat race is killing people. God commanded us to work in order not to be in poverty, but he did not mean doing something that makes you miserable in order to food food on the table. He meant for us to do what we really love deep down inside of us. It is easier said than done. Doing what you love requires sacrifice, hard work and heartbreak, but not because it is okay for people to be mean to you, or for your heart to be broken, or for conditions to deter your efforts. It means overcoming what is not okay to get where God wants you to be. The reality is that we live in a fallen world, and if we are not careful, we will be decieved into thinking that it being purposely challenging to have life life to the fullest is the way it is supposed to be. Yes, God uses challenges to make us stronger like the moth needing to break out of it’s cocoon. But at the same time, because we are in a fallen world, things are unnecessarily difficult. Too many people are making it harder for people than it has to be. I will get into details another time about what I mean, but it is our responsibility to overcome obstacles, yes even those we should not have had thrown at us, until this world becomes a better place. When I minister to the mentally ill, I will be implementing a two-way street policy of advocating for those with mental illness, while holding them accountable for their health and wellness. It doesn’t help though when society imposes standards to cause people to conform to what they are not in order to have a life! I believe in the standard of God’s Word! We are supposed to be merciful to our fellow man, hence my message of Mercy. Children need to learn to behave and have manners, but that does not mean using intimdation to force them to act like people they are not in order to get to do what they love. Access to nature, music, relaxation, good relationships, support as well as basic needs should be more freely given those who have the power to control resources. People with power, authority and resources need to remember that they were all given to you as gifts from God and therefore ultimately belong to God. Think about that next time you wish to impose rules to purposely make it harder for people to have access to things that give life to the soul!

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Making an Impact that Matters

I long so much to offer to others help that they really need. Meeting needs, comforting the hurting, soothing the troubled, helping others find strength. In other words, I long to be an instrument of God’s healing, (with Mercy at my side) impacting people’s lives for the better. If I don’t impact people’s lives for the better in my efforts to serve in love, how else will the world see Jesus in me? Being the hands and feet of Christ, touching those people He would touch. I want to touch lives in a way that will be of upmost importance, so that God may be glorified. I am still a servant in training. I am trying to do what’s right. I am trying to be kind to others. I am trying to serve others. I am trying to give to others. I want to use my talents, gifts, skills, kindness, compassion, mercy and grace to give others hope as well to show others how to imitate Christ. I am not looking for recognition, however, I want to see the looks of gratitude, relief, hope, comfort, tears of joy, hugs, celebration etc. from people as evidence that their lives were touched by Christ through me. My biggest deepest longing is to impact the world in a real way. It is what God wired into me. I have a hole in my heart filled with a tender longing to offer love, kindness, and help in a way that will really meet the needs of others. My dog Mercy is still in training, I am still a government employee, I still struggle with social skills, and I still struggle with low self-esteem. Making a difference in the lives of those who could really use what I have to offer is what I yearn for the most. My need to be needed but still yet not seeing how I’ve made an impact hurts. I have passion and fire in my belly for serving, for one thing by comforting others. I may not be there yet, but I am on the way. May the joy of the Lord be my strength. Prayers would be appreciated right now. I am struggling with the feeling that what I have to offer does not matter. But with God’s grace, I will overcome! I can do all things in Christ who strengthens me.

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Beginners and Comfort Dogs are to be welcomed as part of the Golden Retriever Enthusiast community.

I consider myself a Golden Retriever enthusiast. Over the years I have learned so much about them. I loe Golden Retrievers dearly. Mercy is in fact my first Golden Retriever. True, I do lack experience with her. My goal is for Mercy to reach the higest potiential as possible. My bigger goal yet, however, is to use her as a tool of evangelism to share God’s uncondiitonal love, grace and Mercy with others. No doubt, Goldens were originally bred as hunting dogs by Lord Tweedmouth. As with other sporting breeds, Goldens were bred and trained to retrieve water fowl. They have reliably retrieved for their masters for generations. They have also become to be known as faithful loving sweet natured companions. Understandably, we should do our best to preserve the Golden Retriever breed for it’s original purposes. At the same time, the companionship of a Golden has become much loved and cherished. They have been trained to be seeing eye dogs and service dogs as well. Due to their loving natures, they make wonderful therapy dogs and thye bring comfort to many hurting people. In my opinion, Goldens should be embraced more for the joy and cheer they give to troubled hurting poeple, whether their owners or clients visited as a therapy dog. I think an even better use for a Golden is to bring comfort to the broken hearted children out there. In light of the most recent tragedy, I applaud Luthern Church Charities for bringing their comfort dogs halfway across the country to visit with those people traumatized by the Sandy Hook Shooting.

Mercy is now 10 months old. In another post, I had said that I am currently struggling to get her her Canine Good Citizen. The CGC is due to become an official obedience title next year. I pray that with a little more work and effort, Mercy and I will do it, fo rit is a stepping stone to her becomming a therapy dog. I am still a beginner. Many people have owned Goldens for many years and generations. It is great to be a veteran Golden owner. At the same time, veteran Golden owners should understand the excitement and type of unique joy Goldens being to newbies. They should be willing to lovingly mentor beginner handlers, so that their dogs can reach their highest potential. There is much more deeper and wider meaning to Golden Retriever ownership than competition and earning titles, however. The relationships between Golden and owner and Golden and the people it meets are profoundly important. Just look at how the Comfort Goldens from LCC have touched the lives of these broken hearted families and children who knew those who were slain. More experienced veteran Golden owners should not look down upon rookie Golden owners, ignore or reject them. I wouldn’t call all therapy handlers inexperienced when compared to competition handlers, but more intently focused on a different mission. I agree that only Goldens that have been proven to meet the structural standards through confirmation and behavioral standards through obedience should be bred. At the same time people who are involved with Goldens should not allow competition, titles, and achievements or accomplishments get to their heads. There are too many Golden enthisiasts who are so involved with earning titles including hunting competitions, that they discount the other purposes and benefits that Goldens have become well known for as demonstrated by the group of Goldens and their handlers visiting the families in Newtown Conneticut for instance. For some, being a Golden enthusiast means seeing how many hunting titles they can achieve. For others just having foundational obedience for the purpose of having a great companion or using them to help others is plenty. There are some Goldens that have both obedience titles of various types that are also therapy dogs. There are many local Golden Retriever clubs as part of the Golden Retriever Club of America and the American Kennel Club in different parts of the country. Some of the people of these local clubs in my opinion are over the top when it comes to competition, achievement and titles rather than celebrating the Golden Retriever’s loving compassionate nature. Although bred for hunting originally, Goldens should be regarded as faithful loving companions that bring joy and cheer to people of all backgrounds first and the accomplishments made to prove their soundness as a dog true to it’s breed which includes hunting and athletic ability should be secondary.

I am all for protecting the breed and leaving breeding to the serious experts. There is overlap between Goldens making fine loving companions and reliable performance dogs. A breeder should always breed for temperament rather than looks. Reputable breeders who breed only sound dogs that have been proven through confirmation and obedience, tracking, and other types of accomplishments are to be applauded and most breeders agree with the rest of us that a Golden’s sweet loving nature is something to be cherished. There are many of us however that are content just to have a loving dog that we can enjoy with our families as well as train for a purpose. There appears to be different opinions, values, philosophies, interests between veteran Golden owners involved in clubs and those who are content with just the companionship of this wonderful breed. Not everyone is able nor wants to achieve JH, SH, MH WC or WCX titles. Granted, Mercy’s ancestors have WC and VC and VCX titles. My point is that there are Golden retriever owners and lover of various backgrounds and levels of experience. I am hoping to take both a subnovice class and a beginners agility class in the spring. While my greater goal is to train Mercy to be an excellent therapy dog, I wish to do my best in training her ot reach her fullest potential. I lament that there are not much programs in my hometown that help you prepare your Golden Retriever for it’s purpose. I have gone to various obedience classes that I have managed to find, but there is still a void. In my area there is a local Golden club, of which Mercy’s breeder is a member, that is based in a neighboring state, but covers my state as well. As if traveling long distance was not enough of an obstacle, the club consists of mostly older people with decades of experience under their belts who have mastered advanced obedience and/or hunting competitions. I just went to their Christmas party and hardly anybody wanted to get to know me or my goals for my Golden except for 2 club officers. As a beginner, I feel so out of place in this group of prestigious accomplished Golden owners. Golden clubs should consist of Golden owners of various backgrounds and obedience levels. There should be more diversity in these groups so that everyone can learn from each other. I want to get involved with Mercy to help her obtain basic or perhaps intermediate obedience titles starting with her CGC and maybe a beginner’s agility title as well as helping Mercy to be trained to be a therapy dog or more importantly her purpose to be a tool used for evangelism and God’s kingdom. There are also a lack of local kennel clubs are able to help me and Mercy. I am not giving up. I will try to see if I can be more involved with my club, but even more importantly help Mercy become the dog that God created her to be, a loving, calm, obedient ambassador for Christ who comforts troubled, hurting people who are in need of being soothed and comforted and to know about God’s love, grace and mercy including hurting special needs kids or troubled teens. My heart goes out to those people whose lives were affected by the shooting and I dedicate this post to them.

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